Why must I be cursed (Open)

Saraln wanted anything to not to be cursed with her bad dreams when ever she healed someone. Why did she always have to see them die in her dreams afterwards. She decided to see if there were any books on what she might of had.

She found something she might have something so she made her way to a window seat and sat down. She looked outside briefly before she began to look through the book. She then began to drift off and fell asleep with the book in her lap.